Obsessions, and desperations

Well for most of the people out there, its more of a study season at the moment. And rightly so because its exams exams and exams. For some its work and study, for me (and and some others as well) its something that goes like;

Work, extra classes, projects, left over assignments, another presentation, one more left over assignment, (greatly exaggerated) and last but DEFINITELY NOT the least, the THEESISSSSSIIIISSS!!!!!………………..oh to hell with thesis, that can be continued in the next semester (teehee).



Anyways the fact of the matter is that in the middle of all this jungle thingy, I have realized one thing. I cannot get over my obsession. There are different kinds but the one I am referring to is picking up my cell, plugging in the earphones, and listening to the same ol playlist that I have been listening to for the last 2 and a half years. Now personally I do feel a bit shy in telling what I listen to because its just that I am not listening to the new stuff since I am bound by listening to an album over and over, every time I feel pissed off or feel down or whatever.

Now I know you might be thinking that this guy is just trying to commercialize what he listens to but hey guess what, popular singers to not need any extra commercialization from someone like (Lil ol’ me). Basically what I feel is that I kinda feel a bit lagging behind, a bit alienated and at the same time, I like listening to what I am literally obsessed with.

Cutting to the chase, I listen to “A Thousand Suns” by Linkin park and Living things by (again, yours truly). That’s right, its exactly what I am into for the last 2.5 years (reality check, living things came out this summer). A thousand suns was (to me) more like a story based on reality about human evolution (what have we been doing, what are we doing now, and whats going to happen in the future). I used to listen to it over and over for the whole year from the time it came out and one song that I still cannot get over is “The Catalyst”. I listen to it as in Linkin park – Fallout/the catalyst (if u want to u can look it up and listen to it) because when I listen to Fallout before the catalyst, it develops a connection with the song the Catalyst and that’s where I enjoy it the most.

Living things is also a cool album for me (I don’t know about the others) and I (again) cannot get over the songs of the album in particular the song Castle of glass. I personally enjoyed the music video because when I first heard it, I was so much impressed with what this band can do (these guys can sing anything for sure) and I somehow managed to make a music video of it inside my head……………(yeah yeah bla bla bla………ima weirdo and I know it). When the music video did come out, it was almost the same as I expected (apart from the special efects and stuff) and I literally got into this thing.

In a nutshell, I know its hard to let go of these things, especially when times are tough on you, with respect to studies, work etc. But as far as I am concerned……………..This is my world as I have built it. Looking for ward to a change but honestly, I don’t see it coming as yet. Hope for the better though. Anyways gotta look pick up the notes and books ……..again……………..PEACE OUT PEEPS!!!!