Tuesday, 18 December 2012

Looking for some Attitude Adjustment….

Well to be honest it really has been a long time since i posted a blog, simply because nothing special has been happening in my life. I mean, all I do is go to work in the morning, on alternative days yes I go to university as well, then I come back home by 10 or by evening, that’s it, the day is done.

Also at the same time I am trying to maintain a blog where I am supposed to write about the random stuff in life that happens with me, that’s rite, no religion and no politics, both are very sensitive topics for me and quite frankly I avoid them. The sad part is that it seems as if nothing is happening, or maybe I am not making it happen…………….



Hardly any social life with office colleagues, university mates (that’s right, I do not have a group) and no quality time with family (in the real sense). So why is it going the way I am not comfortable and at the same time I enjoy it too……………….stuck on a cross-road for quite some time now and I seriously need some help. I really need to change my mental thought process, after all its kind of complicated (the human brain, u never know). Here let me give you one simple example.

Family and a few people I know around me emphasize on the fact that I should have a large reference circle, that I should be more social. it helps you out big time throughout your life. Okay fine I agree with this but then again I have a strange principal.

“If I am not meant to stick around at a place (work, university etc.) then why the hell should I try to get close to the people there?”

The place where I am working currently, Its currently neutral because I do not get to openly talk to my boss (who turns out to be my father’s friend and only 10 years older than me) because I feel that there is something keeping me at bay, like an invisible force of some sort, and I don’t know what to do about it. I mean, I have got to keep up because I know that my dad somehow will be getting updates about me behind my back and If I don’t straighten up (according to him) then I guess its all over.

I just don’t know what to do now. Whom to talk to because I know I am a “weird” one and the society already considers such species as outcasts, Life sucks and life rocks as well but for me, Its a blend of both at the same time…………why? again I dont know honestly but HEY!!!!!! as our very own Celine Dion says In one of her songs”………..and thats the way it is”. Sums it all up.

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